Thursday, April 2, 2009

I wish...

The one thing I really wish I could change about myself is the fact that I am so shy. I always wish I would talk to people who I feel are pretty cool people. I always meet people in my classes that I think would be good friends and who seem like really unique and fun individuals. Every now and then I will make some small talk with the people I am drawn to, but I never follow it up with more or deeper conversations. I dont know what I am so scared of.

The fact that I do this makes me feel like I miss out on people. So many people in this world have so much to offer and are very fun individuals. I feel like I miss out on knowing them and like I'm missing out on possible friends. I dont know what is so stinking had about saying, "hey how's it going? How was your day?" and going from there. I find it ridiculous that I cant do that. Hopefully, this will change one day. We'll see...

3 comments:

  1. it's hard sometimes. you just have to go after it and be you!

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  2. i think it has already changed.. we're bffs now haha

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